okay, so its finally friday. time to get back our exam scripts. amazingly i didnt felt that scared, maybe because there weren't time for me to get scared or maybe i expected certain subjects like chem and geog to fail.

yesterday night i wanted to do something crazy. to stay up the whole night and not sleep and go to school immediately! initially i felt that it was possible cos i wasnt tired at all. but at 3 plus, i was almost dying already. so no choice, went to bed. though i knew it was worse if i slept at 3 and had to wake up at 6.

as expected, i woke up late. woke up nearing 7am. took a cab in the end. fell asleep on the cab.
first subject was gp. i was expecting the worst for my gp essay cos i had a feeling i didnt do well. i didnt even understand what the meaning of global citizens was but i still wrote on that question cos i only studied education and youth. and i also felt that my substantiation wasn't good enough. but i must really thank God, i got a 24, which is really unexpected. and i also passed compre which is a good sign cos my compre really sucks, and the AQ was really shitty, i don't even understand the question. so, overall, passed gp.

next was math. i wasnt that scared cos mr toh said most of us cleared maths. yup. although my marks isnt as good as people like jason or yong yeh, but i felt that it was the results of my hard work. i finally managed to prove to mr toh that i can do it.

next was econs. was rather stressed cos i was banking on econs and maths in order to be promoted. essay was okay lah, i would say. market failure one was ok but the market structure one was screwed! miss hazel's comment at the back really made me touched. case study! hahaha. wasnt expecting much from it, but managed to pass on the dot. but what irks me was that i wrote about half a page for one question but i got a BIG FAT ZERO! hahaha.

next was chem. which i had abosolutely no glimpse of hope at all! anandhi told me in the morning that i got 28 for my mcq. initially i thought it was quite bad but anandhi said it was very good, haha! anandhi and i had the same fate for paper 2. the teacher wrote 20/40, then she wrote -1/ 20-1/40. so sad for me and anandhi la. haha! i was like quite happy that i passed on the dot at first. paper 3 also passed and im really quite shocked cos i thought i screwed it up real badly, lack of time lah. after counting my marks, i really couldnt quite believe it. i actually got 55, a C. i even thought i counted wrongly. chem was the subject which i had the least confidence and hope in, though i spent the same amount of time on it compared to maths and econs. but im really shocked. i believe this is not only due to my ability. its more than that. its something supernatural. its the work of God. if not for Him, i really couldn't have done it. i wouldnt have been able to survive through the promos period and also to produce such results.. omg. God is so, so wonderful!

okay, and so after chem was chinese. passed la passed. then geog! this one also expected one. fail. 21/61. haha! perhaps the Lord wants me to put in the effort first, before he helps me. cos i admit that though i did put in a lot of effort in memorizing geog, but i didnt do it with all my heart and with the mind that i want to do well..

after school was open house! supposed to do ushering but in the end didnt. did the goodie bag stuff. yup. then went around the school to look around also. was with michelle, darren, qing jun and pamela. then at the last part, we had MASS DANCE! i freaking love mass dance lah! maybe its because of the very very fond memories i had during O1 which made me love mass dance so much! i danced with shi pei, hahaha! but i didnt even know anything about the guys' part lah, so i had to follow the councillor in front of me. haha! danced the uh dance like about 3 to 4 times, damn fun lah! and trad dance is and always will be my favourite! due to O2.. ;) and superstar dance, forget liao lah. hahaha.

what makes me really happy is i passed chem and maths! cos mdm nur laila told me to work hard and i must pass maths, and i really did! mdm teoh too, she told to work hard and not to give up. i will always rmb what she said. she said that she dont need smart students, but hardworking ones. she told me i could pass cos the rest also passed. and i really did. i felt that i didnt disappoint them!

today was a good day lah. open house made the mood livelier.